I enjoyed the small chat we had today. I hope that when you come back from vacation we can work things out, or at least give us another shot. I know you said you don’t want to be together or even think about it until you are back but you aren’t even leaving for another 2-3 months. I think these coming months will be harder than when you are on vacation because now it feels like you are so close I could touch you but when you are gone it’ll feel hopeless but somewhat calming because I know it’s not possible for me to go see you. Time for bed, I really hope this stupid cold goes away by tomorrow. Wan an <3